Seriously, I hardly can sleep last night. There's this guilty feeling everytime I want to shut my eyes. Was that a premonition? No, I got no premonition but the heart starts pounding really fast right every 5 seconds. I was like "So, tomorrow is the day. 'The Day'. And I don't have any tensed or stressed feelings, not even a bit. I don't even know if there're any sign."
Screw it all up this morning. Good job.
Anyway, I'm very well acquinted with the twitter world lately. And it's hell lot of fun. I prefer twitter than facebook, I have to say. Facebook makes you spend too much energy on it.
I wasn't worried that much. Seriously. But when I woke up this morning, and gotta spend my time at school, WAITING, from eight to one - I can tell you, it's KILLING me. Every teacher just came by and had a lil' chat with me, they showed NO SIGN of telling us what's waiting ahead us.
Finally it was one p.m.
Everybody was already gathered around in the school hall.
The laptop. Slider.
Typical.
I can't stop moving while seated.
All of my mates in other schools were already screaming for their success.
And they texted me, one by one, until I could count to ten,
driven me mad.
The headmaster really knew how to make our hearts like roller coaster.
She did everything in a very slow motion.
Though I knew that all of us would be graduated 100% just fine,
the official announcement always makes you feel much much better.
And we did.
When I watched the screen,
I hold my breath - trus temen gw dengan sangat gak sensitifnya
Mar, kenapa lo?
Ergh, please deh Cyn hahaha.
%
0 %
100 %
HORRAY!!
CONGRATULATIONS YOU GUYS!!
Seriously ini norak banget loh gw langsung pengen nangis hahaha
EUFORIA.
The science classes? We got perfectly straight A's! Weheee.
Dan gw semakin tidak sabar melihat SKHU.
Apa kabar BIOLOGI
Apa kabar TIK
Apa kabar SEMUA
I waited in line of my class until they called out my number. 15.
And, fiuuuh, I passed just fine.
Well, not great actually.
That score for biology ruined the art of the total score :'(
But anyhow, setelah menghitung NEM, I'm good!
I feel good, I should said haha.
I was feeling like I could hug everybody and I did (to the girls)!
Viva la vida,
High school never ends!
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Sunday, April 25, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Hello, Monday!
Hari Senin besok bisa jadi prahara manohara nih. Somehow gw yakin sih anak Sanur #12 semuanya lulus dengan sentosa, tapi yang jadi masalah sih ya, angkanya itu loh berapa. Masalahnya angka itu mau dibawa seumur hidup ya, so it couldn't be a mess. Doanya setiap malam malah semoga soal biologi yang dianulir tiga belas ky tahun lalu, hahaha, Tuhan aja ketawa kali denger doanya.
Dipikir salah
Gak dipikir salah juga
Rumit nih. Mentalnya ngawang, entah ada dimana.
Nggak bohong, UAN kemarin biologinya super ngarang banget. Modul gw selama 2 bulan gak ada gunanya dong, yang keluar malah yang itu haha. Yang paling gw inget yang ada soal saluran tiga setengah lingkaran di telinga tuh, hahaha. Biologi, biologi.. Have always been my best subject enemy.
So, see you Monday at one p.m with the white-green uniform for the announcement!
Dipikir salah
Gak dipikir salah juga
Rumit nih. Mentalnya ngawang, entah ada dimana.
Nggak bohong, UAN kemarin biologinya super ngarang banget. Modul gw selama 2 bulan gak ada gunanya dong, yang keluar malah yang itu haha. Yang paling gw inget yang ada soal saluran tiga setengah lingkaran di telinga tuh, hahaha. Biologi, biologi.. Have always been my best subject enemy.
So, see you Monday at one p.m with the white-green uniform for the announcement!
Dear Diary, It's Almost A Year Passed
Hello, I'm seventeen years old by now. And in 59 days, I'm gonna be eighteen.
Boleh gak mau gak? Serius deh.
So I was running through my old posts from my old blog, and I found this one. One of the best day in my entire life. Last night, setelah nonton play pertama kali yg diadain sekolah gw "Animal Farm" Congratulations you guys! For a start, you guys were rocking awesome! me and bunch of the girls had an eat out at Teras Kota (BSD). It was totally a bizzare, Friday night laughs! Haha I don't even yelled ke bapak-bapak di samping kita yg ngerokok seenak jidatnya, how I miss those times. Pulang sekolah masih pake seragam cerita-cerita nunggu pulang, dan padahal mereka anak ips yg berarti gak sesering gw ketemu anak ipa in the last couple of months. Nyiapin uan gak mungkin sama mereka juga kan haha. Waktu jalan pulang, gw sekar myrna yg malah jadi mellow soalnya kangen banget! Sekampus aja blum tentu ketemu, apalagi beda kampus. Di saat seperti ini, gw percaya tehnologi BB menyatukan hahaha.
Anyway, 306 days ago was such a start for me to be seventeen. Berarti punya ktp, sim, dan rasanya seneng banget begitu punya pasti semua orang pamer - kecuali fotonya nista.
This is how I wrote about 'the day'
I'm finally seventeen!
Okay so..actually gw mau nulis ttg ini about a week ago or so cuma ya nampaknya mood menulis gw yang suka naik turun dan stuck di tengah jalan ngalahin tornado di Dufan yang ngeliatin orang duduk di atasnya dengan sukses berhasil ngebuat gw megap-megap. It's been a week? 8 days actually, since and after my favourite day of the year-when I beat the earth gravity and I'm being the center of the world wihiy bahasa gw asik bgt gak sih.
IM WELCOMING MYSELF TO MY REAL WORLD OF SEVENTEEN'S!
Seriously, I wonder apakah 17y old akan jadi semanis jembatan ancol yang dibilang?
Sampai detik ini pun gw gatau. My sweet seventeen not literally as sweet as corn apa sih mar please I mean not as sweet di tv yang suka di mtv tau ga sih that 'Sweet 16' show. Itu sih sarap kalo kata temen gw. They're only 16 ys, notabene lebih muda dari gw dan dengan mudahnya dia masuk tv mtv dengan postur tubuh seadanya and by the end of the day they'll be given a key. A key to happiness? You wish! Gw sih dikasih kunci rumah untuk jalan pulang karena pulang terlalu pagi. Nah kidding. They had their keys to be the young millionaire. Car keys, house keys, whatever keys. The most sophisticated one! Gw bisa bayangin kalo gw bangun di pagi hari ulang tahun yang cerah dan si matrix melolong gak jelas ngobrol sama anjing tetua di tetangga trus gw dateng ke bokap gw trus "Papa aku minta ferrari merah yang baru dong. Pengen deh..satu saja cukup" Yang ada gw dibeliin miniaturnya. Itu aja blom tentu :S
My birthday was ZSUPER!
I got all of my best peps with me all day long. Well, two of them are missing but the people who you called bestfriends should be there at your precious moments kan? That's inn my theorical thing sih.. 22nd june 2009. I was totally overslept at 00:00 am and a ring-aling-ding-ding woke me up. A call. First caller, second callers and tens of text mssages gosh ILYSM you guys! I really doo. Sebuah text penuh kebodohan dari sonia yang bilang "Maaf ya Mara ga ikut kesana ga blh plg pagi" padahal son i was woken up ALL ALONE for even an hour. That night gw esp wore my favs pj's which has strawberries pattern all over it hahaha kaya masih bocah kecil. I'm the eldest in the fams and I'm still my dad's favs girl (pernyataan sepihak haha).
Sambil setengah tidur-ngelindur trus ngintip dr jendela depan ada orang atau gak at least CANDLE LIGHT hahaha but I was back in my room dengan muka kecewa karena satpam bahkan gak ada untuk gw intip ckckck. Dan gw kembali dgn alam mimpi *ngambek hahaha
Mimpi gw nyenyak banget, but thanks God gw gak mimpi yang bagus-bagus amat because realita at 4 a.m in the morning WAY MORE LOVELY than any dream in my world. Bahkan lebih bagus dari mimpi ngedate sama Shia Lebeaouf yang luka-luka dan kotor sangat seksi ...okay stop. Haha akhirny munculah titik-titik cahaya lilin dan THERE'R MY GIRLS! Hahaha Angela-Myrna-Thesa-Nisa singing "Happy Birthdays" dan dengan sengaja-cepat-dan tidak manusiawi menarik gw lagsung keluar asli muka bengep gw bahkan gak sempet ngaca dong kurang ajar dan THERE'R THE BOYS si Aditya-Herpavi (ambigu abis hahaha please bukan yang sebenarnya ya) and my love doctor haha si Joe. Gw bahkan hardly sempet mikir untuk wishes sebelum tiup lilin but ya I did remember some. Dan dengan terus"an difoto haha birthday is like ngartis a day gw baru sadar it ain't just a cake. It was my mom's-very-own-recipe-of-macaroni my favourite! Well, dengan modifikasi sana-sini oleh si Adit! Haha :)
IT WAS 4 A.M
MY GIRLS
THE BOYS
MACARONI
THE GUITAR THE SINGINGS
THE LAUGHTERS IN MY BEDROOM
The day couldnt be more perfect <3
They'r all at my very moments of 17
As usual si Joe sama Adit nyanyi" lah pake gitar. Haha I's really excited sampai semua kantuk hilang dan malah ajak main kartu memory yg menguras otak! Alhasil yg kuat cuma MYRNA yg dengan sukses untuk pertama kalinya mengalahkan piala bergilir yang selalu gw pegang! Trus pd setengah nyawa semua akhirnya menyerbu kamar gw ngempet semua hahaha dengan BOS NISA tergeletak asik telentang di atas tempat tidur. They're finally got home at 6 A.M, Thesa yang berniat mau tunggu babehnya ngantor gagal total malah keburu ditelfon maknya! Hahaha.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!
And it was a year ago. Wow. Time's running out so fast, too fast.
Funny.
Exactly when I finally reached out the number 17, I don't feel like I'm being the way I used to. Even I felt much of the immatureness. And it feels bad, in a way. At some momentum. Maybe it's because the euforia that I've finally managed to the age 17, and the way my minds keep saying how I should be more mature by now finally caused the opposite conslusion? You know, the opposites theory?
I guessed so.
There's no other explanation. Or there is?
I'll let you know later on.
I learn a lot during my 17th. Try to fixed things, the awfulness of messing up something. Friendship. There're a lot of thanks and a lot of sorry. And finding yourself.
Being 17 is fun after all.
Making mistakes, that's how life still treats you well.
Padahal setiap kejadian, I'd slap my own face :p
Boleh gak mau gak? Serius deh.
So I was running through my old posts from my old blog, and I found this one. One of the best day in my entire life. Last night, setelah nonton play pertama kali yg diadain sekolah gw "Animal Farm" Congratulations you guys! For a start, you guys were rocking awesome! me and bunch of the girls had an eat out at Teras Kota (BSD). It was totally a bizzare, Friday night laughs! Haha I don't even yelled ke bapak-bapak di samping kita yg ngerokok seenak jidatnya, how I miss those times. Pulang sekolah masih pake seragam cerita-cerita nunggu pulang, dan padahal mereka anak ips yg berarti gak sesering gw ketemu anak ipa in the last couple of months. Nyiapin uan gak mungkin sama mereka juga kan haha. Waktu jalan pulang, gw sekar myrna yg malah jadi mellow soalnya kangen banget! Sekampus aja blum tentu ketemu, apalagi beda kampus. Di saat seperti ini, gw percaya tehnologi BB menyatukan hahaha.
Anyway, 306 days ago was such a start for me to be seventeen. Berarti punya ktp, sim, dan rasanya seneng banget begitu punya pasti semua orang pamer - kecuali fotonya nista.
This is how I wrote about 'the day'
I'm finally seventeen!
Okay so..actually gw mau nulis ttg ini about a week ago or so cuma ya nampaknya mood menulis gw yang suka naik turun dan stuck di tengah jalan ngalahin tornado di Dufan yang ngeliatin orang duduk di atasnya dengan sukses berhasil ngebuat gw megap-megap. It's been a week? 8 days actually, since and after my favourite day of the year-when I beat the earth gravity and I'm being the center of the world wihiy bahasa gw asik bgt gak sih.
IM WELCOMING MYSELF TO MY REAL WORLD OF SEVENTEEN'S!
Seriously, I wonder apakah 17y old akan jadi semanis jembatan ancol yang dibilang?
Sampai detik ini pun gw gatau. My sweet seventeen not literally as sweet as corn apa sih mar please I mean not as sweet di tv yang suka di mtv tau ga sih that 'Sweet 16' show. Itu sih sarap kalo kata temen gw. They're only 16 ys, notabene lebih muda dari gw dan dengan mudahnya dia masuk tv mtv dengan postur tubuh seadanya and by the end of the day they'll be given a key. A key to happiness? You wish! Gw sih dikasih kunci rumah untuk jalan pulang karena pulang terlalu pagi. Nah kidding. They had their keys to be the young millionaire. Car keys, house keys, whatever keys. The most sophisticated one! Gw bisa bayangin kalo gw bangun di pagi hari ulang tahun yang cerah dan si matrix melolong gak jelas ngobrol sama anjing tetua di tetangga trus gw dateng ke bokap gw trus "Papa aku minta ferrari merah yang baru dong. Pengen deh..satu saja cukup" Yang ada gw dibeliin miniaturnya. Itu aja blom tentu :S
My birthday was ZSUPER!
I got all of my best peps with me all day long. Well, two of them are missing but the people who you called bestfriends should be there at your precious moments kan? That's inn my theorical thing sih.. 22nd june 2009. I was totally overslept at 00:00 am and a ring-aling-ding-ding woke me up. A call. First caller, second callers and tens of text mssages gosh ILYSM you guys! I really doo. Sebuah text penuh kebodohan dari sonia yang bilang "Maaf ya Mara ga ikut kesana ga blh plg pagi" padahal son i was woken up ALL ALONE for even an hour. That night gw esp wore my favs pj's which has strawberries pattern all over it hahaha kaya masih bocah kecil. I'm the eldest in the fams and I'm still my dad's favs girl (pernyataan sepihak haha).
Sambil setengah tidur-ngelindur trus ngintip dr jendela depan ada orang atau gak at least CANDLE LIGHT hahaha but I was back in my room dengan muka kecewa karena satpam bahkan gak ada untuk gw intip ckckck. Dan gw kembali dgn alam mimpi *ngambek hahaha
Mimpi gw nyenyak banget, but thanks God gw gak mimpi yang bagus-bagus amat because realita at 4 a.m in the morning WAY MORE LOVELY than any dream in my world. Bahkan lebih bagus dari mimpi ngedate sama Shia Lebeaouf yang luka-luka dan kotor sangat seksi ...okay stop. Haha akhirny munculah titik-titik cahaya lilin dan THERE'R MY GIRLS! Hahaha Angela-Myrna-Thesa-Nisa singing "Happy Birthdays" dan dengan sengaja-cepat-dan tidak manusiawi menarik gw lagsung keluar asli muka bengep gw bahkan gak sempet ngaca dong kurang ajar dan THERE'R THE BOYS si Aditya-Herpavi (ambigu abis hahaha please bukan yang sebenarnya ya) and my love doctor haha si Joe. Gw bahkan hardly sempet mikir untuk wishes sebelum tiup lilin but ya I did remember some. Dan dengan terus"an difoto haha birthday is like ngartis a day gw baru sadar it ain't just a cake. It was my mom's-very-own-recipe-of-macaroni my favourite! Well, dengan modifikasi sana-sini oleh si Adit! Haha :)
IT WAS 4 A.M
MY GIRLS
THE BOYS
MACARONI
THE GUITAR THE SINGINGS
THE LAUGHTERS IN MY BEDROOM
The day couldnt be more perfect <3
They'r all at my very moments of 17
As usual si Joe sama Adit nyanyi" lah pake gitar. Haha I's really excited sampai semua kantuk hilang dan malah ajak main kartu memory yg menguras otak! Alhasil yg kuat cuma MYRNA yg dengan sukses untuk pertama kalinya mengalahkan piala bergilir yang selalu gw pegang! Trus pd setengah nyawa semua akhirnya menyerbu kamar gw ngempet semua hahaha dengan BOS NISA tergeletak asik telentang di atas tempat tidur. They're finally got home at 6 A.M, Thesa yang berniat mau tunggu babehnya ngantor gagal total malah keburu ditelfon maknya! Hahaha.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!
And it was a year ago. Wow. Time's running out so fast, too fast.
Funny.
Exactly when I finally reached out the number 17, I don't feel like I'm being the way I used to. Even I felt much of the immatureness. And it feels bad, in a way. At some momentum. Maybe it's because the euforia that I've finally managed to the age 17, and the way my minds keep saying how I should be more mature by now finally caused the opposite conslusion? You know, the opposites theory?
I guessed so.
There's no other explanation. Or there is?
I'll let you know later on.
I learn a lot during my 17th. Try to fixed things, the awfulness of messing up something. Friendship. There're a lot of thanks and a lot of sorry. And finding yourself.
Being 17 is fun after all.
Making mistakes, that's how life still treats you well.
Padahal setiap kejadian, I'd slap my own face :p
Saturday, March 27, 2010
It's a wrap!
It's a wrap, everybody!
Finally yesterday was the point when we, the high-schoolers, finished our top responsibility. Guess what? The national exam(s). After five days in exhaustion (bohong) haha actually it's more of selfrustated becaues that's the only chance when we should've scored perfectly (in case the score will be documented and we'll bring them everywhere, and I mean everywhere, for our whole live), we finally could breath in the freedom air.
Well, actually ujian praktek and the school exam will come by in any minute but yea you know what I mean. I bet all the guys have done their best! And everytime we have finished something, I always do something with the guys, which we called "hedonism".
No we're not drinking.
No cigarettes.
And definitely not in a club.
Simply hanging out together to laugh out loud, and crossfingering everytime it's happening because I just want to freeze the moment and have it forever. Seriously I can tell, nothing can beat highschool. Even if you hated it that much :)
I was doing this mini-soccer "futsal" thing with the girls after-school, mostly were the social girls. It was hell lot of fun-fun-fun! I mean, I haven't done any REAL workout for the last one and a half months, so I reeeeaaalllyyy miss running from one to another end of the yard. We screamed, we cursed, we laughed until it hurts, we kicked, we ran and even bumped into each other, and we (definitely) also scored some goals. Man, you gotta admit, girls these days - we can be a perfect opponent, haha! Next destination was the bowling alley with my classmates (plus Bob). As usual, too many AC caused my migrain came by in an hour.
Oh, and em, there was this surprise party for marco after futsal game. There were also the boys of course, since futsal is in their blood haha. He was covered up with this durian (errggh, yes we both hated it THAT much) but that's the "surprise" point, right? Happy birthday again, marco!
Finally yesterday was the point when we, the high-schoolers, finished our top responsibility. Guess what? The national exam(s). After five days in exhaustion (bohong) haha actually it's more of selfrustated becaues that's the only chance when we should've scored perfectly (in case the score will be documented and we'll bring them everywhere, and I mean everywhere, for our whole live), we finally could breath in the freedom air.
Well, actually ujian praktek and the school exam will come by in any minute but yea you know what I mean. I bet all the guys have done their best! And everytime we have finished something, I always do something with the guys, which we called "hedonism".
No we're not drinking.
No cigarettes.
And definitely not in a club.
Simply hanging out together to laugh out loud, and crossfingering everytime it's happening because I just want to freeze the moment and have it forever. Seriously I can tell, nothing can beat highschool. Even if you hated it that much :)
I was doing this mini-soccer "futsal" thing with the girls after-school, mostly were the social girls. It was hell lot of fun-fun-fun! I mean, I haven't done any REAL workout for the last one and a half months, so I reeeeaaalllyyy miss running from one to another end of the yard. We screamed, we cursed, we laughed until it hurts, we kicked, we ran and even bumped into each other, and we (definitely) also scored some goals. Man, you gotta admit, girls these days - we can be a perfect opponent, haha! Next destination was the bowling alley with my classmates (plus Bob). As usual, too many AC caused my migrain came by in an hour.
Oh, and em, there was this surprise party for marco after futsal game. There were also the boys of course, since futsal is in their blood haha. He was covered up with this durian (errggh, yes we both hated it THAT much) but that's the "surprise" point, right? Happy birthday again, marco!
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